i'm still suit for speechless....
maybe not to speak too much,that will much like me ....

never been pretty,never been lovely,never been smart,never been....
i just want to live in the way i want,just want to enjoy freedom,want to do what the things i want to do...

not to follow others' words,not
to think too much of others' expression,that's what i want

want to smile like my heart,want to be independent like before....

far away from my dream,but i want to come back....could i...

sometimes thank god to give me life,give me feelings...although the life is so short....
too short....i'm afraid that i waste  it too much...